Monday, November 15, 2010

Clouds

Today is so sad outside, it isn't to cold out but you would think it is just by looking out the window. Well I have forced myself to get up shower and try to look like a normal wife. I do this everyday in hopes that my husband will think that he is still married to somewhat of a normal lady. I would hate for him to really know that I have to drag myself through the day, most of the time crying inside. I don't want anyone I love to know that I hurt as bad as I do. It is hard work to put on a good front, not sure how long I can keep this up but I can try.
On the good side of this I did get some of the laundry done, if you don't do some of it every few days I don't think I could get it done. We had a very bland supper, well my part of it I always put extra seasonings on my husbands. He isn't the one that is have problems just me.
I am trying to figure out what would be good things for Thanksgiving, we will be here together and that is fine. But since I can't really travel I feel a need to give him a wonderful meal. If anyone has any wonderful ideas please let me know. The normal Greenbean Casserole is out because of the crap that is in it. I know he loves it so I need to figure out something. Turkey is fine because it is pretty bland. I just want him to have a wonderful day, this isn't his fault. I know that it isn't mine but I am forced to live this life. I don't ever want to loose him because of this awful disease.
I love all of you, and pray that everyone is having a month to be thankful for.♥

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